By: Editorial Staff
November 21, 2024
Duck
By: Alexis d'Ambly
Junior, Writing Major
My younger sister’s shark of a goldfish,
He was won at a local carnival and was expected to last six days,
but is still going strong six years later.
I rarely bother with him.
He’s not my fish, after all.
But today, I sat down on our fraying leather sofa
to read Jane Wong’s “Meet Me in Atlantic City”.
As I read, I come across an anecdote where
she mentions a student who puts her pet goldfish in a jar of equal parts water and peanut butter.
I look up and notice Duck swimming around his tank and wonder if he’s been fed today.
Then, I remember he hasn’t, so I feed him.
I watch as he gobbles up the food and chases stray bits that float towards the bottom.
I take a seat on the ottoman and ask if he’d like to swim in a jar of diluted peanut butter.
“Might be a nice change of pace,” I jokingly add.
As he swims about in his ten-gallon oasis,
I wonder if he’s satisfied in this monotonous life of eating and swimming,
just waiting for half his water to be replaced
and the algae to be scrubbed from the sides of the tank.
Or, if he, too, dreams of seascapes and white sandy beaches–
a new chapter in life.
He’s been here longer than we thought.
Who knows? Maybe he’s picked up a few things.
Maybe he dreams of a bigger home to explore with another fish friend to keep him company?
Or maybe he hears us talking about college
and dreams of dorm life, parties, all-night study sessions, and ultimate frisbee on the quad?
You just know some jocks will see him and treat him like another friend.
Make him their unofficial mascot.
Yo, Duck. What’s good, homie? Anyone fed you yet today? What happens if we feed him Doritos?
During Spring Break, maybe they take him to Daytona and show him how to party at the beach?
Use him as a good luck charm during finals?
Then, at graduation, maybe he gets an honorary diploma
with a little cap and gown,
and a sticker for the side of his tank that reads The World is Your Oyster!
Centauri B
By: Kayla Diee
Senior Writing and English Major and Paralegal Studies Minor
One August ago,
I dreamt of a distant sliver of myself,
an astronaut camping amongst the constellations
in a spaceship fashioned out of cardboard and pillow fort blankets
My mission was to chase other worlds,
Our better, stronger, stranger selves,
But my hope had long hollowed,
my ambition staled to cold ash
and before I could ease my insistent heart,
I blurted, “I want to go home”
“So come home,” said ground control
“So come home,” said a voice snug in the void
of winking light that was swallowing up my spaceship
And as these calls clashed, I stared out the cabin window
at a sugar pink star
Which, of course, like anything and everything does,
brought me back to you
The silver moon shadow of you,
the memories that blot in like seeping stardust
Thundercloud voices with words like dark honey,
glimpses of trading purple tiger lilies and half-asleep secrets,
slathering my lips with a raspberry stain
just to paint you crimson
I see it all in the halo
of that sugar pink star,
feel it real as God,
Every stubborn, sharp, beautiful fraction of you
It’s inspiring, it’s cruel,
the certainty of a far away reception-
an echo that swears, “always, always, always,
be and be good to me”
Hence, this spaceship,
this mission, this dream
Was Eden truly lost?
or simply tucked behind Saturn,
or Centauri B,
or that sugar pink star for safe keeping?
when I do see you,
and the conjunction is put to rest,
I’ll find the time under our sunrise sky
to tell you
How inconvenient it was to be taunted by these hints of you,
But even then, my own heart will betray me
and I’ll admit, if only to you,
what a comfort the blur was
After all,
in the end we are nothing more than love and stardust
And in the meantime, I’ll keep drifting through space,
Cataloging comets,
Seeing you in every corner of the celestial
Learning every version of me,
and each copy of you;
The crown, the poet,
the soldier lacking venom
Everywhere I turn, the same gentle soul
I love each one as I love you;
Completely
Even in your arms,
I wonder if I was being torn in two while traversing the twilight,
Or if I was coming into one
The true self in the crux of the cosmos
Which is everywhere,
And nowhere at all,
And perhaps merely stuck in your mind
And mine.
But maybe that driving ache I cannot name,
for something beyond everything that is familiar,
This feeling I have for you, cradled in my chest,
for which the label of love feels too simple,
Maybe it can make me stand,
Make me strong and fantastically strange,
Guide me home,
If home is anything at all.
Ground control cuts through the static, saying my name:
once, twice, thrice,
Asking, “Traveler, are you turning back?”
Rainy Day
By: Osaivbie Igiebor
Rain, Rain go away, come again another day, please let us go outside we no longer wish to hide. You can't keep us in this place, were not comfortable in this space, if you're freeing us pick up the pace, and when you do please don't give chase. What if we never get out of here, must you always keep us so near, you must know this is our biggest fear, and realizing this always makes me tear. The longer I stay the less I love, I wish to be free just like a dove, soaring through the skies high above, but when i'm in here i feel trapped like a glove. Well for now thats all I have to say, I would keep going but I wont get my way, please let us leave we’ll even pay, please rain would you just please go away.
The Real Me
By: Sabina Smith
Blood cells running through my veins
Flowing, flowing, flowing
BLOCK
3 minutes
My left side was weak
I was born
I was born with cerebral palsy
Can you see past my disability?
Can you see past my disability?
Can you see the real me?
Sometimes I feel people don’t understand
The judge the half of me that they see
They see my limp
They hear my speech
But they don’t see me
Cap
By: Carlee Nigro
Sophomore Professional Writing Major
As fast as a gas fire blazing through a house
The bottle cap flew right at me
My hand wants to catch it
Save myself
But I couldn't
There was never a chance
It slashed right into the center of my head
Blood starts flowing out like a foxtrot performed on the dance floor
My mom masks the mark
Like she has done so many times
My dad says sorry again and again
Are you really sorry, Dad ?
Will this accident occur again?
He claims it won't
But that was another lie
I love you
You know I didn't mean it
That was utter cap…
Two Lives
By: Sabina Smith
Two homes
Two countries
Two last names
Two different nationalities
Two different cultures
Two different languages
Two different religions
Two different families
Two different Sabinas within one
Two different lives, mashed into one
Just to give her problems down the road
The perfectly created problem
That’s me Sabina
Pure Pleasure
By: Chris Michel
The face of an angel, lit like a candle.
The scene is a dream, two sailboats, king and queen.
Look up to the sky, blue as her eyes.
A smile gleams, sun beams.
Things that are green, grass and jellybeans.
Brown hair, silky and thick.
A peck on the cheek, remains of lipstick.
The air is sweet, it attracts bees.
The heat is uncomfortable, the ground is cool.
A kiss on the lips, hand over hand. A deep breath was released.
Our eyelids arise. She speaks like a melody of birds.
To lay is no fun with regards to the sun, it's too hot.
Her hair is brown. I'm calming down.
Rumble of footsteps, shuffling rocks loud!
Is that a bike? A bike with broken gears? What’s that sound?
Then a pop! My ears jump. My hair stands up.
Clouds sweep. As dark as April is grey. The sun fades.
A storm is brewing. The white flag is raised.
Let’s get out of here and make our escape.
That’s all I can say. Last phrase.
Mama's Little Ankle Biter
By: Alexis d'Ambly
Junior Writing Major
With sharp teeth and a pocket-sized body,
It growls.
Growls like it’s ready for battle.
Sitting on my porch,
I wonder,
Why does it growl?
Is it because it’s too small to do any real damage?
Because it’s engulfed in rose-colored bows
and called Princess?
Because her owner carries her around like a wallet in her pocketbook?
Maybe it’s because she wants to be like Sacagawea
and explore the West,
but is confined to my neighbor’s veranda
by a baby gate
like a prisoner.
Whatever the reason,
She barks at the mailman,
Snarls at the children playing hopscotch across the street,
Snaps at any passing car,
And hisses at the neighbor watering her begonias.
I attempt to decipher the meaning behind her unholy yips,
and yet, I get nowhere.
I tend to think that all that barking
must hurt her little throat.
Each woof a scalpel to the larynx.
I begin to question if her owner has anything to do with it.
So I wait.
Wait for Mrs. Jacobs to leave ten minutes to seven
For her bi-weekly church bingo.
And, just as I suspected,
Mrs. Jacobs,
At 6:50 on the dot
Shuffles through the front door,
In a pantsuit that probably costs more than my car.
Cooing the words, Good evening, Mama’s Little Princess,
the old woman manhandles the little ankle biter into her Louis Vuitton.
The fluffy, beige Pomeranian head sticking out through the top,
still yapping away towards the street.
The two of them slide into a Mercedes,
And speed off to church,
Granting the neighborhood two hours of peace on this beautiful night.
Kevin
By: Alexis d'Ambly
Junior Writing Major
I used to live in the warmth of Texas,
but now, I’m stuck inside some New Jersey duplex,
taking every opportunity to go out into the world
just to be manhandled by a brute preteen girl.
When I do finally get comfortable at the dining room table,
a busload of children, running and screaming like banshees,
come into my home and insist on playing with me.
Just let me sleep, I think to myself,
as I'm being hoisted into the air.
Then, I see him.
The one they call Matt.
I used to live with him and I miss him dearly.
All I want is for him to hold me.
And, I go flying, gliding through the air like a bird in flight into Matt’s arms.
Okay, I didn’t mean it like that.
And once I’m comfortable, I’m again a football to a goal post.
Then, a teenage girl, who’s always on her phone,
stands up from the couch,
wraps her arms around my body,
and squeezes me.
She’s whispering in my ear and kissing me.
Gross.
“My mijo, Kevin,” she coos in my face.
The absurdity of my nickname, Mijo.
She jokes to her friends that I’m her boyfriend.
I’m from Texas; I know Spanish.
Make up your mind; Am I your son or your boyfriend?
No, Atswei-Marie, I’m your cat!